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kiyuso
☕ Partially active. Just blogging down my messy thoughts for the record and future references. Also a story writer, typically concerning my gays. I don't particularly have any interests. It's more like, if something piques my interests, I become infatuated or obsessed.
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When I get really sentimental, I listen to this song on repeat. Most of the time it makes me sad, other times it turns my sadness into anger, sometimes I'll mellow out and feel regretful for the next coming days, or occasionally I'll turn bitter and inconsolable until I fall asleep. But even though I feel all these conflicting feelings, it's a wonderful song that came to me during a difficult part of my life. I don't know what the artist truly intended for this song, but it resonates with me as a breakup song—and aren't those just that hardest? Just because you want someone to stay doesn't necessarily mean it's for the better. But we also don't know if leaving is the better option either, do we? We just have to live the decisions we make, hoping it will set us free from whatever turmoil we were suffering from. This song simply reminds me of what I couldn't say, what I wanted to be said, and because I didn't say it everything fell apart. I still don't think it would've made a difference if I said it either way. But I'll never know either way, since it's all done and over now. Lyrics: In the night, you said it was the last time And now you're gone, but I'm still here And I feel, torn around the edges Incomplete, with a slight fear And the truth will set us free, unchain my heart And I know after an ending comes a start But I just wanted you to stay, stay Stay here for a little while, little while But all you do is let me down Yeah, all you do is let me down And I just wanted you to stay, stay Stay here for a little while, little while But all you do is let me down Yeah, all you do is let me down And I try, to look a little further, all I see Are the dark parts, when you ran so far away Never really had the chance to say All the little things I thought would make You stay with me And the truth will set us free, unchain my heart And I know after an ending comes a start But I just wanted you to stay, stay Stay here for a little while, little while But all you do is let me down Yeah, all you do is let me down And I just wanted you to stay, stay Stay here for a little while, little while But all you do is let me down Yeah, all you do is let me down [The Notebook] Would you just stay with me? Stay with you? What for? Look at as we're already fighting! Well, that's what we do. We fight. So what? So, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work this every day, but I wanna do that cause I want you. I want all of you. Forever. You and me. Every day. Can you do something for me? Please? But I just wanted you to stay, stay Stay here for a little while, little while But all you do is let me down Yeah, all you do is let me down And I just wanted you to stay, stay Stay here for a little while, little while But all you do is let me down Yeah, all you do is let me down |