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kiyuso
☕ Partially active. Just blogging down my messy thoughts for the record and future references. Also a story writer, typically concerning my gays. I don't particularly have any interests. It's more like, if something piques my interests, I become infatuated or obsessed.
agenda
08/23 My Birthday
9/7 Hello Kitty Cafe Truck
9/28 Tour de Corgi
10/17 Brother's Birthday
10/31 Halloween
11/9 Ramen-o-Rama!
12/5 Wen's Birthday
musings
I write only because there is a voice within me that will not be still. - Sylvia Plath
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Divorce no more
Are we going to delude ourselves into a fake lovey-dovey family now? What's lost is lost, what has been let go has been let go, there's no turning back, there's no retrieving what was thrown away. Our minds were already made up. What difference does it make that we'll go back to what it use to be? Aren't we just making it more complicated and pathetic? We've let go to be strong, we've let go to accept reality, we've let go because there was no choice. And now we're trying to make things as if it was before this incident. What happens to all my hardwork, all my efforts, all my choices, my purpose to move forward. What will happen to that? I've already prepared for this, I've already accepted this. Why are we changing our mind and going back to the wretched past?
HAH, now we're going back? Make you your mind, you're breaking my heart each time I'm prepared, but unexpectedly... I'm not.
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